Cave
Paintings
This
house that you are building
has
prospered;
it
rises in an autumn sun.
You’ve
followed every pattern,
but
a miter saw has no conscience.
Like
some ancient Aztec god,
it
takes what it can;
it
believes that a foundation
must
be bloodstained.
Perhaps
you raised yourself up
your
ladder until, like the Tower
of Babel,
you
came too close to the sky,
but
it is useless to ask why;
the
early gods can no longer be understood.
They
communicate in pigments made in caves
from
blood and fat and clay,
teach
hunters to dip hands
to
press against the stone.
Their
strange thoughts are like our dreams:
written
in symbols.
I
think the palms that made those prints
reached
out to claim a debt.
It
was your severed hand you were asked for,
but
would not freely give—
a
row of dark, uneven stitches
spoke
for you in any language:
"this
is my own.”
Still,
I saw the hospital use a basin
to
gather what you spilled.
The
practice yet remains.
I
am harboring this hope,
that
whatever visited you
will
be bound by the blood
you
spattered on this house—
and
must now pass over.
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